I need peace, "It Hasn't Happened Yet"

i dreamt of success
i would be the best
i would make my folks proud
i would be happy
it hasn't happened yet
it hasn't happened yet
it hasn't happened
yes there are nods in my directions
clap of hands
a knowing smile
but still
i was scared again
i'm scared again
foot slipped
devils fall and so did i
almost
i'm high

"Vivez votre vie comme si vous alliez mourir. Parce que, en fait, c’est bien ce qui va vous arriver." William Shatner.

Live life
Live life like you're gonna die
Because you're gonna
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I hate to be the bearer of bad news
But you're gonna die

Maybe not today or even next year
But before you know it you'll be saying
"Is this all there was?
What was all the fuss?
Why did I bother?"

Now, maybe you won't
suffer maybe it's quick
But you'll have time to think
Why did I waste it?
Why didn't I taste it?
You'll have time
Because you're gonna die.

Yes it's gonna happen
because it's happened to a
lot of people I know
My mother, my father, my loves
The president, the kings and the pope
They all had hope

You are gonna diiiiiie
Lung cancer, heart attack,
diabetes, drug overdose
Choke on a chicken bone
Hit by a lightning bolt
Heart attack
Airplane crash
Car wreck
F*cked up in your aaaaa---s-s-s-s!